Mathias Loren

the bitten beta wolf - paramedic

About

Formerly of the The U.S. Army Medical Corps; Mathias signed up at a young age to learn on the job. Giving over a decade of his life to the military, a service for which he was proud to patch up the brave men and women that served overseas.

Due to an incident that was brushed under the carpet by those in the know in the U.S. Army, Mathias found himself medically discharged and at a loss of what to do.

Now a Paramedic, the bitten Wolf is just trying to find his way in the world.

Mathias had grown up comfortable enough. A loving family home, only child. Parents called Maria and Etienne — he was a rambunctious youth that threw himself into sports, enjoyed fixing up motors and had no plans of following in his father's footsteps.

He knew he'd been different from young regarding sexuality, something that his mother told him to keep quiet from his father.

Etienne was close-minded despite the fact he was a good provider, rather 'old school' in his approach to raising his son, he drilled into him discipline which made him rebel at every turn. His father was a renown Trauma surgeon, and he'd been led to believe that eventually he would continue on the path that him, and his father before him, had followed.

By the age of twelve his mother had battled cancer not once, but twice. The vivacious housewife put on a brave show, but ultimately she lost her fight with the battle she'd fought so valiantly. After that he was subjected to the 'care' of his father.

That is when it started to fall apart for the two of them.

For almost seven years Mathias tried to make his father happy. The man, once a respected surgeon, soon slipped into bad habits. Be it from the loss of his wife of the burden of being a more hands on parent, it didn't take long for the cracks to appear in their relationship.

When Etienne found a new lady to bring into their family home, it further drove the wedge between them; Mathias hated her with a passion, and she in return did what she could to push him out. By the time he was seventeen, he'd already spent more time than he should with older men. Finding a substitute for family and some stability.

He came out to his father, and like his mother's warnings all them years previously, he came to find that daddy dearest didn't take it well.

Mathias packed his bags and left that evening.

After some careful thought he joined in service to the Medical Corp, training for a minimum of seven years under their careful supervision. Basic training was good for him, it brought a calm he'd lost with all the rapid changes in his life.

While there he made some good friends, ones that would later come back into his life. Eventually he was deployed with a unit and his then best friend. Things were different overseas. Living his life on the edge of always being ready, he didn't pay attention until it was too late just how much attention he was getting from his Commanding Officer.

There's a lot of Mathias' past with said C.O that he doesn't remember. He'd suppressed the memories in a way of being able to cope from the nightmare that he found himself in. The knowledge that he couldn't go to anyone without outing himself was the reason for his silence; and the reason the abuse continued.

One evening while out for a walk along the edge of their secured area in Afghanistan, he found himself being mauled by an animal, the likes of which struck silently. Ripping him to shreds, leaving him for dead.

Discovered the next morning in a state of perpetual pain and suspended between life and death, the bite took. If that had been intended by the Alpha that bit him or not, he is unsure. But the evening after he turned for the first time.

Learning about the Dog Solider program, he came to realise that the Military had been experimenting with Wolves DNA and making super-soldiers. One of their rogue soldiers had been responsible for his savage attack, and they wanted to recruit him.

He promptly declined.

Given a falsified medical report and a discharge, he's gone back to civilian life working as a Paramedic, trying to shake the feeling he's being watched. With no direction on how to be a wolf he's repressed it, which has been detrimental to his mental health.

Mathias by nature, it the very embodiment of an anti-wolf and anti-authority.

He is someone that doesn't want to be one and tried to stop the change from happening in the early days. Due to his history of being abused by someone in command, in a position of trust, he finds it hard to want to be part of a Pack, and despises anyone trying to tell him what to do or how to act.

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𝐴𝑛 𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟.

𝑊𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑂𝑂𝐶: I have taken influence from a bunch of supernatural shows and books, but for the most part Mathias is a creation of my own head-space. Write with him a while, learn his story!

𝑅𝑒: 𝑆𝑚𝑢𝑡
➥ He is gay; that has never changed. He has a history of liking older men, but doesn't like too domineering personalities since Army-life. That being said he is a Wolf, and at times he can be rather rowdy. He isn't the sort to just pounce on someone. I'm down for smut with some decent lead up in our writing!

𝑅𝑒: 𝐵𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟
➥ All for it. Sometimes more in the mood for it than long replies, just because of the sheer amount I might have with longer SLs. It never takes precedence over a serious SL though.

𝑅𝑒: 𝐷𝑀𝑠
➥ Used for banter too, smut if you're more comfortable there or OOC contact. They are indeed open, feel free to drop on by~

𝑅𝑒: 𝑆𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠
➥ I love a serious SL. I'm a detailed writer primarily, and so even with my best intention of banter it can flow into a monster of a SL. I'm going to try not to take too many on, but if you have something you really want to play out, please do so by dropping me a message.

𝑅𝑒: 𝑅𝑒𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑠
➥ I have more than one account, so while I may be around on one or another, I might take a little time to get to replies. I know it's annoying, especially if you want me at one place. But it's exhausting pushing myself to do long replies for everyone every day. I promise you however long it takes me to get to your reply, I will get to it. And if you think I've skipped yours and you still want to write, send me a friendly poke in DMs.

With all that being said, thanks for reading, and I look forward to our interactions!